i dont understand how i can go on like this.
i havent stopped crying.
i havent been feeling better.
in fact, i feel worse.
so much worse.

maybe he blames me, i dont know.
but at a time when i need him.
blowing me off the way you did was just too much for me.

what is this?
together?
friends with benefits?
friends?
or nothing at all.
how about making this clear so that i'll know what to do.
how to react?

thats when you say hello to comfort eating.

i can't stop how i'm feeling.
its just the way that i am now.
i just need something clear from you before i go insane.
and thats something that i dont want right now.

cs says not to cry because its not worth it.
and maybe, this is going to be one of the many times he's right.